betweencrossandbreath

Technology has never really been my thing, so this is just a test post. Seeing if this works, if I’m doing it right.

But in a way, it feels like something more. I’m learning to accept who I am, someone not particularly good at many things, yet still willing to try. I like that this stretches me. Writing here makes me a little nervous, a little uncomfortable. And it makes me wonder, not what others think of me, but how it feels for them to step outside their comfort zones, to try something they’re not good at yet.

Last year, I met someone very different from me. She tries new things freely, without needing to be good at them. She doesn’t judge herself when she fails.. she just lets herself be. There’s something beautiful about that. Being around her makes me feel at ease and slowly, I’m learning the same.

And maybe this is what we’re called to: not to improve because we’re lacking, but to grow because we’re already good and can become more.